People tell you that they talk to you about their problems with you first but they don't. and the fact that they are wondering about our friendship really hurts, i don't let people in much and when i do this is what happends..... well i don't know how i feel about that, actually i do, i hate it so they should talk to me about it.
until next time.
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Ok this is the deal. I was online today and Marissa IMed me and asked me to go to prom with her. I said that I would have to ask Ryan first and she said ok. But when I told Ryan about it he was like just tell her no. I don't want to walk up to my really good friend and be like no you have to go to prom alone. That would be really bad. But after talking to Kassy he is letting me go THANK GOD because I love getting dressed up and everything but there is a problem. What if she has other things in mind like it being a date....? what should i do you guys i need help love you all xoxoxo
<3 Jess xo
gr. i have had the WORST day ever. I had the worst dream last night and then i woke up late this moring. had to go to school sick and sing which i couldn't do then try to sight read music which was really hard and RYAN wont update his mindsay. I only have one of theses so that maybe if he reads mine he will update his. ugh guys all the same lol jk jk PLUSE i have a visitor, girls you remember TOM don't you, our best friend in the world. well TOM can die... i hate him. but i have to go and talk to Ryan lol b/c i love him and i can't stay mad at him for more then like one min so yeah lol ttyl LOVE YOU ALL but not TOM lol bye xoxo
<3 Jess xo
